April 22
ON APRIL 18, 2008, I LOST ONE OF MY PUPPIES. SOME PEOPLE MAY THINK THAT IT IS SILLY TO MAKE SUCH A FUSS OVER A DOG, BUT I'M ATTACHED TO ALL MY DOGS, SO IT'S HARD FOR ME WHEN I LOSE ONE. ANYWAYS, SHE WAS SPECIAL AND UNIQUE. EVERYONE THAT WAS AROUND HER AFTER SHE WAS BORN BECAME ATTACHED TO HER TOO. SO IT'S NOT JUST HARD ON ME. SHE WAS OUR LIL SOUTHERN BADASS. AND IT WAS CUTE, UNTIL IT LEAD TO HER DEATH. SHE DIED THE DAY BEFORE HER TWO MONTH BIRTHDAY. SHE WAS AT HOME WITH HER BROTHER AND SISTER, AND THEY STARTED WRESTLING AROUND. WELL HER BROTHER AND SISTER GOT TOO ROUGH AND ONE OF THEM BROKE THE SKIN ON HER NECK. FROM THE LOOK OF WHAT ME AND MY FRIENDS FOUND, SHE FOUGHT AND THAT JSUT MADE IT WORSE. SHE EVENTURALLY JUST BLEED OUT FROM THE WOUNDS ON HER NECK. I HAD BECOME SO ATTACHED TO HER THAT I COULDN'T EVEN WATCH MY MAMA AND BEST FREIND BURY HER. I CRIED THE WHOLE WEEKEND. I STILL WANT TO CRY BUT I KNOW THAT I CAN'T. IF YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE SOMEONE CLOSE TO YOU, PLEZ SEND ME A MESSAGE.